This is the second time.

Sometimes a single action, word, or even look, lights such a brilliant fire in your heart, so bright it blinds all other things. Such is the heat that burns through every cell of your being it's overwhelming, and at times you feel you just want to literally explode into a million pieces, just to be in peace and not think about anything. Your hunger for more, more, more, is insatiable, your thirst unquenchable, against the strongest of wills. Totally consumed, your only option is to look and find, to search and search, and search and search some more, regardless of what happens around you, or what has to be done, you have to be satisfied before you finally cease the frenzy of activities, falling down, collapsing, crumbling onto the floor in sheer exhaustion, in ecstatic victory, in defeat.

Now I can fully appreciate the words Jesus spoke-

'It is finished!' before slumping, victorious, breathing his last, dying to live again, for ever and ever.

Only when my frenzy ceases to burn, only then, the real battle begins.

Thanks to San and Kat for your encouragement. Otherwise I'll still be searching for nothing. Truly, you are the greatest blessing the Lord has bestowed upon me.

orchestrated by Renhao at 4:44:00 pm
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