Ever since I stepped into UB-SIM, it's been like that.

Peace, happiness, fun, laughter, joy.

And then after that something crops up. Or craps up hurhur.

I'm being vulnerable, just in case you haven't got it.

When something goes wrong, when we end off on a bad (or really bad) note, I'm angry. I'm also upset, confused, dejected. Yeah why is it always me? Why fucking me?

Actually, you know, it isn't, but 'allo, depression does that to you. Why don't you try it. If you can... ah cannot right?

Renhao 1 : 0 You

So anyway, upset confused dejected.

Basically, that continues until the problem is solved.

Complexedly? I'm left hanging in the air. I mean who else can I ask what's wrong?

Hey... what's up with him?
What's up?
He's like not talking to me...
Oh really? Why?
I'm asking you.
Oh I dunno... ask him lor.

Some help. But I could hardly ask for much more. And everytime I happen to bump into that person, I can't meet him in the eye, every movement of his seems to be hostile to me. It's stupid, I know, but listen up guys (girls). This is what happens ok? Don't take it lightly, it may sound wussy, but if it hits you it hits hard. And you know it's not something you can easily help avoiding if you don't have the character for it. I don't yet know anyone whom you can free from 3000 years of entrapment in an otherwise really really nice oil lamp, and grant you no more problems forever and ever with a flick of a finger. And if I knew one, you wouldn't be the one freeing it anyway. :)

orchestrated by Renhao at 9:32:00 pm
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